炎热的冷酷城市

last 2 days, so damn pissed. i was like sent to rivervale plaza mac to work for 2 days, and it is like wah kaoz, damn 烂. damn disgusting. the floor there veri sticky den, don noe la, everyting was in a total mess lo. i stay there eat lunch oso like a little no 安全感.

got my pay slip le. $163.46. mm, now wait for my bills to determine whether i should buy a shoe or someting. i tink most prob, muz wait till next month le.

aniwae, bought kelly's cd. how she is related to me? mm, she is my mother's brother's girlfriend's friend. haiz. hope i can manage to get a ticket for the live concert. tink it will be cool.

last nite, i am like so tired after work. slept at around 8 pm. initially wanted to like wake up at 11pm to pack up my tings, in the end, i slept until like 3 am. den i tot mite as well sleep all the way, den eat onli 2 meals yest. actualli these few days like nv eat much. den nvm. i woke up at 6 am. my bro called me. i am like so 乱. i didnt iron my sch u and the mac clothes. my bag is not packed. 反正就是everyting not done 就对了. haiz. didnt wanted to come sch today, but got gp test. haiz. no choice.

a lot of mixed feelings these few days...

我发现人原来是一种很愚奔的动物
忙了一辈子、苦了一辈子
想了一辈子、累了一辈子
最终还是都拥有一样的收场、结局……

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若我问任何一个人：“你活着的意义是什么？”
我敢说，没有人能给我一个令我满意的答案
一切都太肤浅了，一切都太复杂了
发现自己永远都会被这无底洞的迷惑困住
怎么逃，都逃不掉……

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炎热的冷酷城市
在茫茫人群中，我看到自己
没有方向的我、不断追求的我
好无聊、好困惑、好无知……