沮丧

k, i jus reach sch. so tired, and jus finish the op rehearsal. sometimes realli don noe pw is for wat la, waste time.

aniwae, yest nite work nite shift. till 1 plus. my dad keep saying 为了那几块钱，这样辛苦干嘛？ sometimes jus don understand him. wat he sees is onli the large amount of money, the 1st prize of 4d, toto. 总觉得脚踏实地一点比较好. dat day, he wanted to lend $100 from me, noeing that i am rich cos i sold my piano. but of cos, i didn't. or else all the money will jus drop into the 那个无底洞里. 对,有时候我真的在逃避. sometimes actualli is not that i wan to work at nite, but reaching home early simply jus sux.

我发现最近我的步伐慢了下来
走在街道上, 也感到莫名的沮丧
这一年的我, 真的累了...