the lousy reflections

finally, the farewell ended yest. tired due to insufficient sleep. i tink okie la, the farewell, tot it will be worse, though it may not be "wow"! now at zhen cong house writing this, jus went for another k-box session. finally a more xiang yang version of "i turn to u"... =)

okie. somebody, so idiot, say cannot type zhen cong, mus type zc, so zc says, normally ppl write reflections in their blog so to don noe wat a A or A* blog. ya, so i tryin to write out some reflections. -_-"

ya, 3 nites not at home, don feel lonely or wat la. money has been always a prob so isn't a big prob too. i am mentally sick, somehow. i don study, slack around, sing songs, play music to like ma zui zi ji, from all the work, including giving tuition. feel like cannot continue to teach tuition le, i am tired. trying my best to sustain it. i am always like that, haiz, jus lei le.

ppl do the same ting, they are born, grow up, and learn about the world they are living in, and after having much experiences and connections in this world, they have to leave this world again. i hate the realistic world that i am born in, and i tot since i have to leave this world after all, why make efforts to noe this complicated world... ppl live jus to beautify this world? i was confused, but now, i jus noe that i should jus enjoy every second that i have...

poor english, goodness, i noe, wrong expressions, but too bad, this is tiny kuah! this consider reflections?